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Almost 48 hours left! Thank you-s

Tue Dec 22, 2009, 4:23 AM
Ok I'm taking the time to write this before I leave for the holidays for the countryside. Oh yay, more goats to molest and chickens to chase >w< *coughs*

Anyway, first things first. Thank you to everyone who's stuck with me this year [and for going beyond my expectations that I'll only reach 10k PVs this year. I wasn't expecting 11k this fast XD]. Let's see the list.

Jake- The best boyfriend ever <3 Despite some weird things going on recently you still won't back away from me <3

Ernesse- for being my uber awesome bestfriend and Prussia/Philippines/Hong Kong [:iconchibienglandplz::I still PWN your vital regions!]

Audrey- OMG we only met last semester and we're THIS close?! *key mashes* My one and only France/ personal critic. Yes, I'll stop making my voice tremble and cry while singing. I know it annoys you to death XD :rofl: No thanks to you I found a new love for French culture XD I still owe you one France One Coin Figurine. If ever a Hungary one exists I'll get that instead.

Yo, Prussia! France! I dare you guys to go ballroom dancing with me someday! My inner!Spain is screaming to dance the night away!

Nik- Still the funny man, eh? [seriously the 'eh?' is contagious]

*Van-Reille for being a good friend and RP buddy [even for a short time XD]

Tim & Train-;A; Phira is glad to be your imouto *cries*

Wist- Even if I left the ARM you're still here for me. The 78th Hoshiyomi is debt with you Wist~

Zanney- Wow... just wow. It's been less than a month yet we're this close XD Thanks for sticking by me and making me realize my forte. Yeah, I know I babble too much when I'm having my attacks at least you've been patient with me!

Rez- ff-- ok I still apologize for acting on impulse than again thanks for being a friend ;;;

Alora and Swiss- Thanks soooo much for being patient with me. Most especially to Swiss for actually taking the blows during my anxiety attacks XD Alora you've been such a sweet imouto to me~ Oneechan loves you <3

There are alot more I'd like to thank like my pseudo-Otousan for being such a model to me. Lin and Reyson for being friends with me. Rena-oneechan for being the best oneechan ever. I look forward to another duet with you! Wesley, oh god, I know I've wronged you before but, jeezus, you still stood by my side even if I didn't ask for it! ;A;

Yeah that's most of it. I'd rather thank these people early just in case a forget XD and I'd be busy traveling the next few days [and shopping] so I take the opportunity to do this crap so I'd feel lighter >w<

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*keyboard mashes*

Sat Dec 19, 2009, 8:18 PM
...not!

Well this year may not be the best Christmas since my mom really got mad at me for 4524525532632 things but otherwise I'm fine. Somethings are not working out this month and hopefully they won't last nor bother me until next year. I mean I need to start over a new leaf for New Year's. Honestly, I'm pretty sad this season... I mean as much I LOVE LOVE that my whole family is complete for Christmas, its not like I'm that heartless, its just that no matter how much I try to mingle with my family, I find it so hard. Well only my uncle [who by the way is like 29 or 28 I forgot] whose like a big brother to me understands but its not like he can always converse. he's busy too and the more I feel lonely.

You see I'm the eldest in my family and it seems that I'm expected to live some kind of legacy, be like what queen of the seas and all that shiz. They know I'm fucking brilliant but dislike the fact that I'm too much of an otaku and I'd prefer to be introverted than be a god damned socialist. Excuse me, although I act with lady-like mannerisms in social functions, I need be myself too you know ;A; Also I have two sisters [one is four years younger than me while the other is sixteen years younger than me] and we're totally in different leagues. Sure, Mailes' is such a cute [to the point that I want to go PedoBear over her. I mean, god kids are cute >m<] and Patricia and I get along but that's just it were too different.

Patricia's, like, those Twilight crazy girl who oogle over that guy with abs in the movie while I stare at non-existent men and wish they were in front of me. Not that I'm complaining or anything. It's just I just wish she would just stop telling everyone I'm a dumb ass. Ok, I'm sure you guys would ask WHY I'M NOT SCOLDING HER? Good question, I'm too nice of an older sister. I spoiled her too much to the point that she doesn't respect me anymore. Although I regret not getting mad at her more often [and when I do go Russia on her and the more she ostracizes me] she doesn't get the logic why I don't like scolding my siblings.

One, I hate being called an old lady when I scold them.

Two, I don't have the right to scold them.

Three, they should learn from their mistakes.

Four, they will hate you more if you scold them.

Five, they'll also take you for granted

I would love to list more but it makes me more angry. If you may ask if there are any boys in the family, yes there are but only two. Emmanuel and Dennis [although I prefer calling them by their nicknames, typical of a Filipino family], although we like can totally relate [ex. video games, they come crawling to me when ever I've got a new game, guns, I go crawling to them when they have new BB and airsoft guns, LAWL] still they're guys. I mean hello, as much as we like anime they have no idea what is cosplay :T or manga...

So in the end the net is my source of window and outlet. Sure its bad for my health and a threat for my future career as a relationship counselor/psychiatrist [yes, looks like I'll be really proceeding to medicine, wish me luck ;A; Iggy is scared to lose] but I seem to be happier in front of a computer screen. I hate to see my mom rant her Spanish-Chinese arse off whenever I get hooked again but then again, I can't find the right words to explain it to her. I just wish things between us would be the same again, ever since that ride to school two weeks earlier, things were different and the more time flies the more I get sad. True, I totally support her when she told me she was leaving to finish her post doctrate in Chemistry abroad but I was totally hurt when I was the last one to find out that instead of Australia, she was going to Houston, Texas, USA, next year. I was this close to telling her that I wanted to come with her [well having to step on Alfred after 18 years of longing was one excuse] but hell I can't just ditch my classes here can I?

Anyway, I've been trying to get into the spirit of Christmas despite everything. I mean I think I could award myself with best actress by pretending to be happy in front of others despite of a near heartbreak, stress, bouts of depression and a rocky family relationship. But then again, here I am finally typing them down [while getting into another fight with my sister because she dropped the PS2 and was stepping on it because her Sims game hung up on her, while I told her to not do that] because I remembered someone telling me to stop bottling myself up.

*sigh*

That kinda felt better only now people might think I'm some kinda of wacko. Sure, I'm a strong girl but I'm not that strong. I crumble easily. I get hurt. I feel. I am alive.

Hn... I should really go treat myself to karaoke. Its been a while since I rocked the house with some songs [and impressing my dad in the process. He knows I can sing but he hasn't seen me sing live in any of my recitals and competitions [in acting, singing and dancing] so karaoke's the next closest thing he could see me perform]

Anyway, happy holidays to you guys. I'll be, like on the move for the holidays but that's not going to dither me from actually getting on from time to time [especially that i have a promise to keep that I have to keep someone company for the holidays owo]

Au revoir~ <3



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Try reading this

Fri Dec 18, 2009, 11:46 PM
Grabbed from :iconcoscy009:

ONLY STRANGE PEOPLE CAN DO. ONLY 55 OUT OF A 100 CAN READ:

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mni d deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it.

I can read it~! How about you? owo

Copy past[a]e this in your journal if you could <3

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Just for laughs

Fri Dec 18, 2009, 1:49 AM
Stolen from the wonderful :iconcoscy009:

You Know You Like Hetalia Too Much When...

[x] You start laughing hysterically at maps. [This will not be emphasized 83]

[x] You go "Aww" when you see two or more flags together. [And what's weird is I always see Us and Uk's flag beside each other]

[x] You've learned more history from it than from an actual history class. [Learned more about American history actually, even if we're not supposed to learn it XD and Russian history too]

[ ] You debate about details like whether the number on America's back is supposed to be 50 or 96...with supporting screenshots.

[x] You watch APH MADs. [fff-]

[ ] You got a Nico Nico Douga account despite not knowing a single word of Japanese so you could watch even more APH MADs.

[x] World War II starts sounding romantic. [AYE!]

[ ] Your teacher asks why you put "Alfred F. Jones" as the answer instead of America, and why you drew a small heart and the name "Arthur" beside it. [Oh i wish this happens]

[x] You yell "Yeah, he's the hero!" whenever someone says America. [My sister stared at me like I was a madwoman]

[x] You misread UK as UKE every single time, and have started mispronouncing it in actual conversation. [the mispronunciation, NO]

[ ] You know every country's flag and location, and people think you must be a huge history nerd, and really, you've become one. [Its close but not quite *luffles history*]

[ ] You shudder every time you hear the name "Russia" or "Ivan" and quickly glance over your shoulder...just in case.

[x] Whenever you see a fellow Hetalia fan, you shout, "Germaaaannnnyyyyy!" down the hallway. [I go by, "DOIIIITSSSSSUUUUUU!!<3]

[x] You write down your favorite pairings all over your history lecture notes, leaving others to wonder what "USxUK", “Spamano”, “GerIta”, “Giripan”, etc. mean. [You should see my notes in Pathophysio. Hell even Hetalia made my studies in med school easier!]

[ ] You end every sentence with "aru."

[x] You scream ';Paaaaaaaaaastaaaaaaaaaaa' every time you happen to have some.

[x] You can't imagine a functioning Italian mafia. [Auds I think you now know why I can't take GN seriously]

[x] You want Prussia back on the map. [BRING BAK THE PRUSSIANS DAMMIT!]

[x] You can no longer say "international affairs" with a straight face.

[x] No one can mention a country without you thinking about what they look like in Hetalia.

[x] You read a historical book and think it would make a good fanfic.

[x] Other people don't get it when you say your country's cute.

[x] You've listened to Romano's Delicious Tomato Song like...80 billion times. [basically every single Character CD!]

[ ] You're a duke/duchess of Sealand. [I WANT TO BE]

[x] You've become a thousand times more patriotic. [For Iggy *shot'd*]

[x] You find the NEED to travel the world. Like your life depended on it. [Hetalia made it worse]

[x] You can't take history/social studies class seriously anymore. [This will apply in every history topic touched in my course and in Philippines History]

[ ] You remember Canada Day BEFORE the 4th of July, as in, you completely forget about America's birthday. And you're American.

[x] You want to learn every single language in the world. Even the weird ones.

[x] You recognize which flag belongs to which country, while everyone just looks at you funny.

[x] Everyone who's named Alfred, Arthur, Peter, Matthew, and Francis is forever linked to Hetalia. [I feel bad for my relatives XD]

[x] You started using gendered pronouns when talking about countries.

[x] Rather than just being happy that it's another nation's Independence Day, you feel the need to rush to the store and get a birthday cake with that nation's name on it.

[x] Your suggestion for a solution to any world issue is to "SEIZE THEIR VITAL REGIONS!!" Joking or not.

[x] You suddenly wish that you could retake your boring history classes even though it's all about other countries invading your country and your country isn't even in Hetalia.

[x] You forced all your otaku friends to love Hetalia. [THEY WILL COME TO THE DARK SIDE >3]

[x] You actually think about spending your savings to buy any useless Hetalia merchandise. [I did buy 5 One Coin figs, the 5th was an Alfred for my friend]

[x] You laugh inside when you tell people that you're writing historical fiction now.

[x] You use fanfiction as a study guide. And it helped.

[x] You thought of putting Hetalia characters on your world map in your room.

[x] When they threw the shoe at Bush, you wonder if Alfred managed to duck too/got hit/was laughing his ass off. [I go for the ducking, then getting hit then just laughed about it. I bet Art was laughing is sexy arse off too]

[x] You seriously asked your parents if you could go out and travel next summer.

[x] You would rather have nation-tan's military uniforms than any other clothes.

[x] You feel sad that you don't own a good world history book.

[x] You think about "VITAL" when someone mentions anything that sounds like "regions".

[x] You can't stop thinking about fanfiction ideas.

[x] You imagine what it would be like if you were a nation-tan with population of one.

[x] You start questioning/looking up your own genetic/ethnic history/make up, just because you want to know if you're somehow connected to your favorite characters. [I'm still a spawn of 2343345345 countries but Antonio's super dominant in my blood]

[x] You had no idea what you were getting yourself into when you first found out about Hetalia, but by the middle of chapter 2 of the main story, you realized you had an imaginary I.V. of Hetalia hooked up straight into your veins.

[x] You designate all of your friends as a specific country based on their personalities...whether they accept it or not!

[x] You find yourself downloading the national anthems of your favourite nations, listening to them frequently and trying to learn the words. [G-Guilty]

[x] Going to the airport is more fun than going to Disneyland.

[x] You watch protestors burning any country's flag in the news and you want to cry even if it’s not your country. [They burned Americaaaaaaaa >C]

[x] You find yourself glued to Discovery, National Geographic and the History Channel and get frustrated when your friends or family ask you to change the channel.

[x] The "special relationship" between the US and the UK takes on a whole new meaning. [Alfred is totally clueless on this, Matthew is hiding it, Arthur is a wuss and denying the fact that he's pining for Alfred in front of everyone while Francis is angsting on why he couldn't say those three simple words earlier]

[x] Slang or words from other languages/dialects enter your regular speech even though they're not common in your language/dialect. [Arse...git.. all i need now is the accent]

[x] You travel to a foreign country and find it amusing that you were "in" that country (and others fail to get the fact that you just told a dirty joke). [Oh Singapore~]

[x] Destinations that you would've never otherwise heard of, let alone thought of traveling to, enter your list of "places to visit before you die". (I'm like, so totally going to Poland anyway, so like yeah...) [Must visit SEALAND and what is left of Prussia so I can seize what ever is left there even if its just ruins or siol in a vial]

[ ] You're considering fandubbing a song that has nothing to do with Hetalia as a Hetalia character.

[x] You cry at the thought of never getting a chance to see the world before you die.

[x] You suddenly start researching for the sake of writing or drawing.

[x] You now insist on calling Hello Kitty 'Shinatty-chan'.

[x] You start buying things because they remind you of a character from Hetalia. And sometimes you really don't need them.

[x] You spend hours looking at maps trying to see if Sealand's on any of them.

[x] You find yourself bragging about the fact that you know that Sealand's a country and everyone else, even your history teacher, doesn't.

[x] You randomly quiz your sister/parents/hapless friends about different countries.

[x] The dimension 5 meters becomes REALLY FUNNY. [*fangasms*]

[x] You don't mind that you can't cook because it makes you more similar to Arthur. [I can't fry and that's it. I'm scared of cooking oil! ;A;]

[x] You have dreams about Hetalia characters.

[x] You’ve dragged other people into the fandom.

[x] You can't say ';pasta' normally anymore - it's always PASTAAAAAA~~!

[x] No one knows your sense of humor anymore. [Because it gets weirder and weirder]

---

Just trying to amuse myself

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Cooled off now

Wed Dec 16, 2009, 7:15 PM
Exams are a killer don't you think? And yeah, I've cooled down already. Yes Vana, I ate sweet things to keep my sanity happy. :T Anyway, looks like the sugar intakes toned down my depression bouts that I didn't need to sneak take my pills. Well, a few panick attacks and some weird personality swings were along the way but I'm ok. Also, exams went good. I think I did well in my majors. But in my Physics subjects I don't know. I hate Physics with a passion. Anyway, at least I did ok.

Anyway, I was able to write some EngCan while in my deranged self, no thanks to =CosCy009 XD Well a lot of thanks to her actually for sticking by me especially when I was in my hysterics and apologizing like an idiot the whole time *hides in a box* Canada is soooo nice to England ;A; *manry sob*

Also a bunch of thanks for the reviewers of my fics. The comments mean so much even if I had limited reading material on the historical background in them *is shot*

Fff--- as I sit here typing this, I'm in my university attending the Christmas party. What's funny that when they asked what was Santa Clause's name I blurted out Finland's human name out loud before I kinda mumbled St. Nicholas. ;;;;; Dammit Hetalia. *manry sob again*

Anyway, I'll go now and enjoy the show XD

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